Spiritual Blahs

I've been neglecting this blog. It's not that I don't have ideas for posts, but rather that I am in a deep pit where my faith is concerned. Because of my fibromyalgia and my need for a tremendous amount of sleep, I am not able to get up to to to Sunday morning services at church. I do try to go in the evening, but right now, with our car awaiting repair, we can't get there.

Lest I blame the car and my chronic illness for everything, I know that my spiritual health hasn't been good since June, 2007, when my husband started dialysis at home. I was so burned out at that point, having run on adrenaline for 18 months prior, that I seemed to have shut down and have not been able to pull myself out of the slump.

So pray for me - first, that I will get back to reading my Bible, even if just for five minutes a day. Next, that I will have more energy, so that once we have a car again, I can get to Sunday evening services. And lastly for the "joy of my salvation" to be restored.

"Make me as happy as you did when you saved me; make me want to obey!"

(Psalm 51:12, CEV)